happy birthday

no not happy,
simply sublime.

lots of dedications for today, since tomorrow it'll be less meaningful. although it's actually tomorrow.


to the big bunch of baboons who appeared in front of my house, nothing else could have made my day (: never would I have expected such a surprise. you sweet bunch of sandflies, you frabjous bunch of ferrets! [moses, yizu, kenneth, marcus, ben, joanna, jiajun!] [edit: THIS IS AFFECTIONATE HUMOUR!]

and especially to joanna and marcus who got me this extremely hacker gift which cannot be found in Singapore which i was dying to have but knew i could never get my hands on:

Where The Light Is:John Mayer Live In Los Angeles [LIVE] IS THE BEST GIFT EVER (:

now to specifics:

: yes i read through it. it's okay (: and yes we two are rather similar. if you know what i mean. extremely touching.

"joshuaph] idiot who keeps singing. the god delusion. really? scripture. haha. standards changing because pple change."



bahhhh?



cute adorable and deeeply corrupted p5s are tiring to take care of. ick

hope they never find this blog.

down to day

Hmm. I couldn't help but feel that I need to do a post detailing the different things that have been going on.

school

School has been pretty boring, what with the crazy amounts of schoolwork and mugging to do. Got an SS essay test and a MT CCT tomorrow. Disgusting. Oh well, going to study after this. And MSN camp at the same time.

Boarding is finally starting too, albeit 8 weeks late. Although it comes with the added advantage of virtually no travelling time, managing our own laundry and taking care of our own state of affairs will undoubtedly hack a big chunk out of our schedule. Oh yes, internet lasts until 12am every night. So hello late-night convos. Pity Prep lasts until 9.45 though. Darn. Still, it'll be pretty fun I guess.

scouting

Pretty boring as of late too. At least we finally passed 321, after many years of trials and tribulations [sacarsm]. Still, PM is tomorrow, which should be fun. Been looking forward to a good camp debrief for Shark.

church

A deeply enjoyable way to spend a weekend. More than that, it's meaningful. Worship has been really realllly fun for all of us. Cell worship too (aggghh stop throwing your books already). Cellgroup is getting more and more fun; we're finally acclimatizing.

Actually there are many people in church whom have so much to offer. All it takes is a bit of time.




Okay. Got to go do my SS, then my MT project reflections, then my maths assignment.
What? I'm a sleepyhead. I slept for 1 1/2 hours just now. So i'm waaay behind schedule.


when head overcomes heart overrides head
helpless 'cus we're feeling creatures

virgin territory

and hello to all you new readers.

Eh come on lah this blog was never secret lor.

By the way for ALL YOU NON-BELIEVERS of the goodness of the all-knowing Jabberwocky:

http://www.95thrifles.com/Media/Jabberwocky.wmv


gogogogogogoog

a shameful attempt at e e cummings


and fly, my love, my love

and soar, my love, my love
have no fear of the atmosphere
arise into the azure
and cast not one furtive glance back

and reach, my love, my love
override those tentative tremblings
split the skin they put you in
and cast not one doubtful hand back


(i would write a last stanza but i'm too tired)

feel

and let the feelings wash over your head like a wave
and let adrenaline course through your veins

and let the heat of the moment bring you into fever
and let the pulse of your heart draw you in deeper


so don't be afraid to feel



baby your heart is an empty vessel
and oh you're so loud
you stand out in the crowd

drain

i can't do this alone




oh lord my god please stand by me




replace the armor i've lost.