Tuesday, June 30, 2009

twistangle

incredibly real.
watch the clouds float by
grey-blue-black-white

i'll paint the starry sky for you tonight

bend the rays of the sun
into a shelter, over
your beaten and weathered mind

i'll keep your many troubles out of sight

and drink the dew that
materialises every morning
lands unknown.

i'll tell you, all your troubles, they are mine

the dewdrops? perhaps they were ferried by planes. little elf-planes that wheel and twist dangerously over the ground. and one false nudge of the wheel, one overzealous pilot, one wild stab in the dark

and

crash.

what an incredible silence.

abit(e)

sigh. term's started, and i feel tired already. Guess i didn't really take a break during the holidays.

With boarding postponed, so is my freedom. It feels crappy. I wanna take control of my studies, for once. To be able to go out on tuesday afternoons. Hmm, i wonder if anyone does go out on tuesday afternoons.

I really learnt a lot about FLY over the past few weeks. How each person fits into the big picture. All that nonsense about random people. Each person's quirks. Each person's way of thinking. And it's really becoming a kind-of family, y'know, where you'll always find a listening ear.

Although we've been through a lot, and there are a lot of things left unsaid, on everyone's part (even mine), because of these barriers we have, which we build around ourselves

it's nice to know i have good friends (:

wahahaha. i suddenly feel like doing dedi's again.

timo: thanks for playing the guitar impromptu many times. :D the way you random is funnily cool. It's relaxing.

marcus: we've talked a bit, and learnt a bit, and shared a bit. :D rather you've talked a bit.

kenneth: gentle giant, except you're shorter than me XD but you're a nice guy, like jin.

jiajun: my everlastingly present pacer. be there.

joel: well, you seem nice :D

ben: for being nice generally. (:

anddddd

ko: you acsi boy you! i love the discussions we had over msn for like 1 hour each time on various issues. I think we should take the opportunity to discuss everything we can't discuss with someone else.












edit: so I ratted and told the teacher how everyone was cheating on the online English tests. Hate me and call me a loser/nerd/teacher's pet/suckup all you want. I'm sick of studying super hard and then getting lower than others just because they cheated. Perhaps my motivations are cloudy. But I'm sure I did the right thing.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

distance

it's not that we're hiding
we're just in the dark

not that we're not trying
it's simply too hard

this unbearable silence
is all that you give

and it builds up the distance
i'm trying to bridge.

I like the rhyme-scheme! ABAB is difficult but fun.
Probably gonna turn this into some creative effort on the piano/guitar.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

eastcoasting

yesterday was funnn! beach captain's ball/ soccer. timo is freaking tall ok. although joanna+dawei+marcus make a formidable team.

cycling. can't remember how long. It was fun letting the bladers grab on to our seats and hitch a ride. Ahaha, who ask you to blade XD

dinner. Wasted time walking around Parkway randomly.

then some josh-pwnsyou session at Virtualand. :D *egoooo*

whatever. See you guys in 2 hours.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

it's not that we're hiding, we're just in the dark says:
yes
^^
JOSHUA! & some more, says:
new display name!
woohoo

JOSHUA! & some more, says:
try again
YESH aligned!

YONGXIN! & no more, says:
what aligned
LOL

JOSHUA! & some more, says:
my no more and your some more

YONGXIN! & no more, says:
SCAMMARRRR

JOSHUA! & some more, says:
i'm saving this conbo
*convo

YONGXIN! & no more, says:

Sunday, June 21, 2009

poemy goodness

i'll whisper a prayer to the darkness
like a secret left unsaid
like a promise still unmade
just to make your day

i'll trace sad hearts with a finger
on one of your windowpanes
on a tear that cascades
down your face

i'll stand here, right here in the rain
soaked to the skin
and full to the brim
to hear you sing my name

and i'll sing yours
approximately 29 times, and more
for you, a thousand times over.
with an n.



you probably won't get it. unless you're as bored as me XD
i love the kite-runner reference!

chocolate sauce

A poem by my friend seahss:


Chocolate Sauce
Dishing out the sugar
In a streamline fashion
All that chocolatey goodness
Resist
Resist
Hear my stomach rumbling
Oh feel it dance
Eradicate!
Ah, next cubicle's having fun too


Leaves such a wonderful taste in your mouth, no?