as small as the world and as large as alone

and i'm frustrated with myself.

for not making it work.

for not inspiring others to make it work.

for not being good enough.

i fall short. again.

when you try your best and you don't succeed
when you get what you want and not what you need
when you're so tired but you can't sleep.





liren! thank you for caring.

:)

am i caring enough?

'cuse me. Gotta go emo somewhere.

josh