as small as the world and as large as alone

i give up

i give up (give up i give up) why am
i doing all the dreaming
(weighed with all the worrying)
i shall place all you all out of side out of (mind me)
and watch little truths
lies
sideways glances
explode like little july fireworks in my sleep

i give up (give up i give up) why are
you always dragging up the dark
(dancing up the devil)
i shall put all you all away (is far away)
and watch little shouts
screams
words said on knees
rattle the bottles on a shelf called back then